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Feb. 24th, 2013 | 03:50 am
mood: awake
music: K.Flay - Don't Wait Up

"God made everything out of nothing, but the nothingness shows through."

Paul Valery French Poet and Philosopher

When I look at a blank screen, it scares me. Back, when I would look at a blank screen, or a piece of paper as a canvas to paint with my words. To tell a story in the space given. That elation and surge of inspiration seems like eons ago.

To be honest, seeing it now; it's daughting. I struggle to find the words. I don't have anything to say. Even though I could talk about all the things that are rushing through my mind. All the issues I'm going through. Yet, instead I draw blank. The words don't form. It feels so forced. Like I'm doing it for someone else's benefit. And no beh, I really am not talking about you. It may seem like it, but really it's not. But it is the reason why, obviously, I don't write in here that much. Or anywhere for that matter.

I haven't written anything in months. Honestly months. I haven't put pen to paper since before I came back here to the Philippines in May 2012. I don't know where my inspiration has gone. I don't know where many things are lately...

All brooding aside, the layout of livejournal has changed. And frankly, it scares me. LJ was known for it's simplistic interface. We'll see; but as of late, I haven't been keen on change.

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